Grateful for One Week

(Written by: ShengDS)   

            (Every time when I got home and I always wait for  the sunset I took a lot of beautiful sunset from my camera but this is one is taking from my phone. Every time I saw a sunset I just suddenly feel in love. And this blurry sunset always remind me of him, he was also a sunset lover)

        This is just a short story about last week experience thrill in love. I know its funny but I feel like I need to share this one. Because after that one week, I've learned a lot and received some good advice from my seniors in my department. 

       I have known this guy since first semester and his my senior. As far as I have known him he is a good guy, introvert but funny one. My friend is his relative and because of my friend his joking around everytime that boy went to visit us. He always make jokes and shipping the guy to me to go on a date. But as a NBSB I feel like supporting the idea but I was just making fun of it and I didn't take that serious. Because everyone knows I am close to mens and almost of my friends are guy. 

        After that, I open my messenger I got 2 messages and I saw that it was the relative of my friend saying 'Hi'. Of course, I replied 'Hello' and that simple Hi and Hello turned into 'Oumm Okay thank you' and that was the last chat and last message he sent. 

        Everyday he sent message greetings like, good morning, afternoon and good evening and the same time I also greet him in a nice way. I even shared my personal life to him and I feel comfortable while chatting him. Sometimes, he throw some flirting stuff and I was just answering it in the same time like supporting his jokes. Myself get attached on him easily  in just a days. What's more funny is one night I was not in the same vibe and I don't feel like chatting or talking and he message me and I am  not in the mood. I fought him in a chat I also don't know why but I feel sorry to him. It was afternoon I felt guilt so I chatted him and saying sorry for being mean to him. And take minutes for him to reply and he said that he understand that's why he didn't chat or disturb me. What a kind man I really adore him for being nice and caring. But after we had a misunderstanding he literally didn't disturb me. That's why I felt grateful for the one week I feel like having a man. But the lesson I learned that I should manage my attitude and try to being nice to everyone. As my senior said, "You are grateful that he treated you as her girl for a week, even though that you were just friend. I think he just started to know you but after what you did, he tried to avoid you for you should realize your wrong and not to hurt anybody the same as what you did to him. But at least you tried and make a connection to that guy. Maybe its not the exact time but next time this serve as your lesson". 

It was funny but I admire the situation that we had. And we didn't talk even we bump into each other, now we are strangers. It sad but I wanted to be friend with him but according my instinct I should just avoid him and continue of what we are doing before the day we have met. Its the right time to do. But thank you to that boy he means a lot for me, I am grateful for the friendship we had before.

Thank you for reading I know it such a waste of time but I appreciate you taking time to read.